Its hard to even imagian your life with out one of your parents. You seem to think they will always be around. Then when you loose one of them it hits you in the face and it can happen to you. Its been 4 months and 4 days since my daddy went to heaven. I miss him sooo much. He was a great dad and a wonderful man of God. It gets easier as time passes but that does not mean I dont miss him any less. time does not take away the memory of seeing him laying there in the hospital in a coma. And all the sounds of the machines keeping him alive. But time does make you thankful for the family you do have and the time you get to spend with them. it makes me want to be healthier. its been 9 days since I smoked a cigarette and im sooo proud of that. Im also on a journey to loose weight. I never want my kids to see me in the hispital like I saw my daddy so im going to do what ever possible to take better care of my self. Even though this has been hard I still know that God is sooooo good.
Daddy on May 21,2010
Daddy on May 21,2010